When My Days Stopped Feeling Like Me
A few years ago, I was doing everything "right" and still dragging my feet. I'd open my laptop, feel nothing, and bargain with myself all day.
Weekends gave me a blip of energy, but by Monday the gray was back. Even things I used to enjoy off-hours felt flat. I could do the tasks; I just didn't care to.
I kept postponing simple things, circling one big decision, starting side projects that fizzled, then beating myself up for it.
My calendar was full; my energy wasn't. It wasn't laziness.
It was that how I spent my time and my values weren't in the same room.
If that sounds familiar, you're not broken—you're misaligned. The good news is, misalignment is fixable.